The Room Turned Out to Be Big

A Big Room

The room turned out to be large, some six meters by eight with a ceiling close to three meters. Light streamed from ten fixtures around the perimeter. A bluish something like dust drifted in the air, but not dust, something else... It scattered the glow and created the effect of being present inside a night reverie. Yes, precisely that sense of space and precisely those visions come before sinking into sleep. The ephemeral particles caressed the body, flooded it with serotonin, dipped it into oblivion... It had been a long time since anything felt so good.

I turned around and… what was this? Behind me, a wall with no hint of an elevator or a door. I ran my palm over the surface — no seams, no rough patches. A smooth texture that hid every trace of how I’d gotten here.

Fine, so be it! I headed for the far end of the room. There stood a couch covered in a blue sheet. Two pillows lay at the head of it. «I’ll sleep myself sick,» nagged in my head.

I was about to collapse onto it, but felt a tremor through the soles of my feet. Looked around and froze. By the opposite wall, an ornate little table with curved legs had appeared, its surface — it couldn’t be! — groaning under a mountain of food. I blinked, shook my head… a chair grew up out of the floor, thin-legged, with a back and seat trimmed in blue satin. A little later, a bathtub rose out of the floor too, gleaming, sparkling in the light, with foam bubbling over its edge. I didn’t believe it, squeezed my eyes shut… opened them again. Saw a small blue sofa next to the table.

«Well, would you look at that,» I remembered my Grandma Nyura’s saying from way back in childhood, though only the saying itself and her kind look over the rims of her glasses had stuck with me.

I didn’t bother figuring out what, from where, or why. Set aside my childhood memories along with any urge to sleep. Decided to fill my stomach with food first, wash up, freshen up, and then flop down for real.

Reaching the table, I rubbed my grimy palms on my pants and started shoveling fruits and vegetables into my mouth. Didn’t know the names of half the produce, but that didn’t slow me down.

Like a piglet who’d finally reached a trough of slop, I stuffed myself in a couple of minutes until my stomach was drum-tight. Then I washed it all down with the juice of some exotic fruit and sobered up, chased off the buzz of overeating. About time, too. My stomach had ballooned.

Grinding my teeth against the crushing pain, I collapsed onto the little sofa and, rolled from side to side by the cutting pains in my intestines, grew calm. The circadian rhythm made my brain switch off and my body black out.

Notes

Serotonin

Serotonin is a biogenic amine that functions as both a neurotransmitter and a hormone. It regulates mood, appetite, sleep, and social behavior. Most of it is synthesized in the gut, the rest in the central nervous system, but peripheral and central serotonin act independently of each other.
Circadian Rhythm

The circadian rhythm is the body's biological clock, regulating sleep, wakefulness, metabolism, and body temperature over a 24-hour cycle. It is governed by the suprachiasmatic nucleus in the hypothalamus, which synchronizes with light: light triggers wakefulness, darkness promotes melatonin production.