The first volume of the Trilogy. The beginning.
Fantasy

Chapters
- 1. The Beginning Was Sour
- 2. My Gaze Slid Across the Interiors
- 3. A Beep Scratched the Silence
- 4. Killed by Longing, I Wandered
- 5. We Took a Table at the Restaurant
- 6. On Sunday I Was Sick
- 7. On Monday I Died
- 8. As Yura Found Out
- 9. The Half-Empty Carriage Raced Through the Tunnel
- 10. Unease Hung in the Air
- 11. The Carriage Raced On With No Sign of Stopping
- 12. The Carriage Rolled Through the Desert
- 13. The Carriage Slowed, Braked
- 14. You Think There'll Be a Grave
- 15. The Beige Machine in Clouds of Pink Dust
- 16. No One Could Run Anywhere
- 17. The Roar of the Engine Made Me Open My Eyes
- 18. I Set Off After the Tank
- 19. My Eyes Flew Open, Showing a Widescreen Picture
- 20. Consciousness Came Back Slowly
- 21. Anton Began His Story
- 22. Consciousness Came Back Slowly - Censored Version
- 23. Anton Began His Story - Censored Version
- 24. Escorted by Anton, I Limped Toward the Sands
- 25. Red Light Through Closed Eyelids
- 26. The Pace of Travel Turned Out to Be Miserable
- 27. Hey, a Woman's Voice Called Out
- 28. The Dust Settled, the Tremors Stopped
- 29. Strange Music Was Playing in a Round Hall
- 30. A Totally Blue Sky Hung Overhead
- 31. I Sank into Despair
- 32. The Room Turned Out to Be Big
- 33. Waking Up Was Unpleasant
- 34. My Eyes Opened to the Feeling of Someone Else's Presence
- 35. It's Good to Lie Here Clean and Full
- 36. I Closed My Eyes to Picture
- 37. Two Days Had Passed. I Was Weary
- 38. …Two Weeks Later I Was Suffering
- 39. The Wounds Healed Over
- 40. A Month Later I Turned Into
- 41. People Vanished, Shuffling and Scraping
- 42. The Valley Seemed to Be Used
- 43. The Crowd Kept Arriving
- 44. A Tank Rolled Onto the Arena
- 45. Shuffling and Jostling, We Lined Up
- 46. I Struck the Bloodied Sword
- 47. The Murk Held Me Only Briefly
- 48. I Pulled Off the Tunic, Glanced at My Stomach
- 49. The Shock Passed
- 50. The Gentleman Stopped Laughing and Looked
- 51. Bitch. Bitch. Bitch.
- 52. Inside Was Empty
- 53. I Picked Up the Pebbles from the Table
- 54. My Last Argument, Said the Gentleman
- 55. I Found Myself Again Before the Gentleman
- 56. Pinned Down by Logic
- 57. Silence Fell, Tense
- 58. I Grabbed the Pages, Threw a Glance
- 59. The Gentleman Returned to the Table