The Shock Passed

The Shock Passed

The shock passed, my breathing steadied. A neuron fired somewhere in the folds of my brain and gave birth to a question:

— Am I dead?

— No. If you’d died, you’d have arrived here in a different capacity.

— What capacity?

— Not as a guest.

— I’m a guest here?

— For now, yes.

— Why? I was heading somewhere else.

— I wanted to meet you. I had to change the route.

— Why?

— I felt like it, so I changed it.

— What for?

— To talk.

— About what?

— About this and that. About the soul, for instance.

— The soul does not exist. — As a future engineer-physicist, I answered crisply.

— Indeed, there’s nothing to talk about. No soul, no subject for conversation. The offer stands all the same — sell me your soul.

— I won’t sell.

— Hm... You say it doesn’t exist. And you have no wish to sell what doesn’t exist for a good price?

— That’s exactly why I don’t want to. It doesn’t exist.

— Iron-clad logic, — the gentleman laughed.

The laugh seemed cold, ataraxic. People do not laugh like that. That is how you shake the air and frighten.

Notes

Ataractic

Ataraxia, the Epicurean and Stoic ideal of untroubled calm — and what it means for a laugh to sound cold and ataractic rather than genuinely amused.
Relocant and Resident

The novel's own two-tier status system for inhabitants of this world: temporary, displaced relocants versus fully adapted, permanent residents.